Three AM

[Meno_]

3 am here. Good one. Architecture of love Quite erotic, masterfully disguised.
Masterbuilder.

[MagsJ]

Do crows.. when present, always open up the stage with their crowing, for all the other birds to then commence.. with their songbird songs and shrill whistles? crows.. the conductors of the bird-world, if you will.

I have been asked on a date, but he is not my type.. how did this happen? How to unhappen it?

The house-building in the Lane behind has recommenced from yesterday. It is being made from wood, not bricks and mortar.. it's gonna need some mad suped-up insulation to keep that place warm in Winters.

[derleydoo]

I have been asked on a date, but he is not my type.. how did this happen? How to unhappen it?

Any other time, the world makes no sense at all. 3 a m ers will understand.

Meno, it was inspired by something Meher Baba said!

[Meno_]

I have been asked on a date, but he is not my type.. how did this happen? How to unhappen it?

If so, then it's either sources from the rarest form of coincidence, or, one with the guise ofnl the thinnest memory.
Eros need not express burn the thinnest of associations.

Any other time, the world makes no sense at all. 3 a m ers will understand.

Meno, it was inspired by something Meher Baba said!

In that magic underworld that defines the ultra micro of associations, different masks abound without mean ing.
To come up for air, suddenly, will become very appearent , the deep pressures not adjusted properly, and the stage set, melt the stages into unused masks.

Here, coincidences appear as set, or totally synchratic. Mind wavers between sensing the source as totally anachronistic and synchronicitious, and completely self contained.

[MagsJ]

I have been asked on a date, but he is not my type.. how did this happen? How to unhappen it?

Any other time, the world makes no sense at all. 3 a m ers will understand.

..but sometimes, I'd rather not.

Nihilism is dead - we have killed it.

Yeah.. about that!

Can you resuscitate it please, and bring it back to life.. I feel kinda naked without mine.

[MagsJ]

Textured metallic-bronze platform hi-tops, with zip.. who knew.. purchased.

More boots, in varying styles and heights, to follow.. well, it is Autumn.

A new dress or two? I'd say so.


Should go out more, just to dress up more.. I think so.

[MagsJ]

The cat and I have breakfasted already.. a very early one today.

Awaiting the sounds of birds and the stranger on the bike's arrival.. it's eerily quiet for this time of the morning.. the only person up is I.

The birds have started, are stirring, signalled by their chirping.. I really do need to get out more.

[derleydoo]

The cat and I have breakfasted already.. a very early one today.

Awaiting the sounds of birds and the stranger on the bike's arrival.. it's eerily quiet for this time of the morning.. the only person up is I.

The birds have started, are stirring, signalled by their chirping.. I really do need to get out more.

MagsJ, can you have a word with the moderators? This is the Creative Writing forum.

Awaiting the sounds of the birds, and the arrival of the stranger on the bike?

Vroom, Vroom. The bike's arrived.

If you listen carefully, there are a number of tweets in amongst the vrooms.

Not everyone can hear it!

[MagsJ]

Lol

But that's all I had.. that morning, at that time. Reflective of me, perhaps.

My writings are always steeped in my reality, but embellished poetically-wise.. or not, in this case.. I was obviously not feeling poetic that day.

..and sure thing.. I'll get MagsJ on MagsJ's case.

[derleydoo]

Lol

But that's all I had.. that morning, at that time. Reflective of me, perhaps.

My writings are always steeped in my reality, but embellished.. or not, in this case.

My apologies MagsJ - as you were! Feeling a tad 'frustrated at the time.

On a more positive note...

It is good to see that children the world over are showing concern over our living conditions.

Climate change hasn't always been taken seriously!

derleydoo » Sun Jan 10, 2010 4:03 am

Lets' join Mia Celt in our ACB News Studio, Mia.

"Thanks, let's join Liam Tec in our Copenhagen studio. Liam, what's the news from Copenhagen?"

"It's wonderful. Wonderful. Mia, progress has been..."

"Liam, we'll get back to you. We're receiving breaking news from our Norwegian correspondent, Tim Alec. Tim, what's the news?"

"Well, Mia, it's pretty exciting stuff. There is no official confirmation at this particular moment. However, we have received a leaked copy of the Nobel nominations for 2010 - the shortlist. And I tell you, Mia, it is a short list, just the two names: Robert Mugabe and Osama Bin Ladin."

"Really?"

"Indeed. But, there could be some controversy over the proposal to give a posthumous award to Pol Pot."

"Thanks Tim. Keep us up to date. Now it's over to Ali Mect with the weather."


Back to Michael Gancet in the studio.

Thank you Ali. Let's hope those people have read the story of the Three Piggies…. Joining me in the studio I am pleased to welcome Mister Alvin Lee.

Welcome Alvin... let me begin by asking what you think of Mister Obama's 2009 Nobel Peace prize award?

[derleydoo]

I have been asked on a date, but he is not my type.. how did this happen? How to unhappen it?

Any other time, the world makes no sense at all. 3 a m ers will understand.

..but sometimes, I'd rather not.

Nihilism is dead - we have killed it.

Yeah.. about that!

Can you resuscitate it please, and bring it back to life.. I feel kinda naked without mine.

What was it about Nihilism that you particularly liked? (RIP)

[MagsJ]

Lol

But that's all I had.. that morning, at that time. Reflective of me, perhaps.

My writings are always steeped in my reality, but embellished.. or not, in this case.

My apologies MagsJ - as you were! Feeling a tad 'frustrated at the time.

Good of you to say.. hope it's passed?

Nihilism is dead - we have killed it.

Yeah.. about that!

Can you resuscitate it please, and bring it back to life.. I feel kinda naked without mine.

What was it about Nihilism that you particularly liked? (RIP)

..that feeling of doom, perhaps.. of death and destruction.. the things that the World was made from, so maybe a semblance of our innate past. It went well with my moods, and now my moods have nothing.

[derleydoo]

I have been asked on a date, but he is not my type.. how did this happen? How to unhappen it?

..that feeling of doom, perhaps.. of death and destruction.. the things that the World was made from, so maybe a semblance of our innate past. It went well with my moods, and now my moods have nothing.

How did this happen? Well you may ask! What is your type? I'm thinking of opening a PCH&N dating agency? I've got you down as a potential client. May have the perfect match for you. How would I describe this fella? He's a sort of cross between Sergeant Fraser - there's a touch of the Harold Shipmans about him, and just for good measure, there is definitely something Hitleresque about him. He likes Cats He's seen the Musical 743 times. Guess what his favouritest piece of music is - his words
https://youtu.be/_FrOQC-zEog
It passed for me, MagsJ - Thanks!

[MagsJ]

Wow! well that's a mix of a man, for sure.. good thing I'm not averse to uniforms, isn't it..

Well how did it happen? Well.. having taken myself out of the game these last few years, from being poisoned by jabs, and now being in the game.. by default of being well-enough, I can only conclude that the attention made me do it.

..and don't even get me started on the texts the next-door neighbour keeps sending me, at silly o'clock.

My type? a nice man.. no bad boys, for me.. the dramas would grate against my quiet sensibilities and calm disposition, as would he the cat's.. whom I have to thank for currently being up and awake so early this morning, after being called to let him in, when he awoke from his new favourite sleeping spot in the raised brick flowerbed.. sometimes he thinks he's a plant, often he thinks we're the same species.

..a moment passed.. as I hope it does for all, when they're having a moment.

[derleydoo]

:lol:

..and don't even get me started on the texts the next-door neighbour keeps sending me, at silly o'clock.

I think we should continue that later!

This one, first: "Well.. having taken myself out of the game these last few years, from being poisoned by jabs, "

In honour of James - are you able to clarify? Is that a euphemism? (sorry PK).

MagsJ. We've seen the photos! You may be sure you garner plenty of attention! I am amazed you haven't noticed.

[derleydoo]

Persia, birthplace of some of the wisest (documented) men in the entire course of human history - versus Saudi Arabia, birthplace of some of the biggest contracts in the entire course of human history.

Who are you siding with, Boris?

Are you watching, Greta?

Let's make Greta Great again.

[MagsJ]

..and don't even get me started on the texts the next-door neighbour keeps sending me, at silly o'clock.

I think we should continue that later!

This one, first: "Well.. having taken myself out of the game these last few years, from being poisoned by jabs, "

In honour of James - are you able to clarify? Is that a euphemism? (sorry PK).

Certainly not! lol

I'm allergic.. but didn't know it, and so was close to death a few times.. NHS don't want to be responsible for the matter, but I pushed and threatened.. to get tests done and clinics booked, and my records marked, prohibiting them being administered. Going into hypothermia and close to dying at the height of Summer.. who knew that could be a thing.
Whenever I go to Clinincs or hospital, they still keep offering me injections and drugs.. it leaves me truly speechless.

MagsJ. We've seen the photos! You may be sure you garner plenty of attention!

..but I'm narcissistic not vain, so it doesn't really always register.. I'm sure narcissism has some evolutionary purpose, but it seems that it's only a hinderance, in this displaced position that I was born into and find myself in.. my siblings share the same sentiment, so it's not just me being weird.

I am amazed you haven't noticed.

..maybe because it depends on what kind of attention it is, and from whom. Again.. narcissism prevents the lapping up of attention from all-and-sundry (ahhh, there's the evolutionary purpose, I guess). I feel much more at home with my sexual nature when I go visit St Lucia.. I don't get weirded out over there. or in Barcelona, come to think of it.

[derleydoo]

Narcissist
[ˈnɑːsɪsɪst]

NOUN
narcissists (plural noun)
a person who has an excessive interest in or admiration of themselves.
"narcissists who think the world revolves around them" · "narcissists preening themselves in front of the mirror"


Narcissism
[ˈnɑːsɪsɪz(ə)m, nɑːˈsɪsɪz(ə)m]

NOUN
excessive interest in or admiration of oneself and one's physical appearance.
synonyms:
conceit · conceitedness · self-conceit · self-love · self-admiration · self-regard · self-absorption · self-obsession · self-centredness · egotism · egoism · egocentrism · [More]
psychology
selfishness, involving a sense of entitlement, a lack of empathy, and a need for admiration, as characterizing a personality type.
psychoanalysis
self-centredness arising from failure to distinguish the self from external objects, either in very young babies or as a feature of mental disorder.

I mentioned your situation with those in the know. It's been suggested that you should spend more time in St Lucia. If you are unable to make St Lucia, pop over to Barcelona. Let us know how you get on with that.

[MagsJ]

Narcissist
[ˈnɑːsɪsɪst]

NOUN
narcissists (plural noun)
a person who has an excessive interest in or admiration of themselves.
"narcissists who think the world revolves around them" · "narcissists preening themselves in front of the mirror"


Narcissism
[ˈnɑːsɪsɪz(ə)m, nɑːˈsɪsɪz(ə)m]

NOUN
excessive interest in or admiration of oneself and one's physical appearance.
synonyms:
conceit · conceitedness · self-conceit · self-love · self-admiration · self-regard · self-absorption · self-obsession · self-centredness · egotism · egoism · egocentrism · [More]
psychology
selfishness, involving a sense of entitlement, a lack of empathy, and a need for admiration, as characterizing a personality type.
psychoanalysis
self-centredness arising from failure to distinguish the self from external objects, either in very young babies or as a feature of mental disorder.

..sounds good to me.

Lol. Those are the negative aspects of narcissism, but nobody speaks about the cool other side of the narcissistic coin. What gives?

I won't steal your boyfriend or girlfriend! I won't fight for all the attention in the room.. I'll be too busy looking at me! I won't gloat at you when you catch your boyfriend staring at me.. because, well.. it's not going to make my life any more meaningful!

I mentioned your situation with those in the know. It's been suggested that you should spend more time in St Lucia. If you are unable to make St Lucia, pop over to Barcelona. Let us know how you get on with that.

Lol again. Thanks for the suggestion.. it's under consideration.

I want to go places with mountains.. they seem quite spiritual.. The Alps, Tibet, Nepal.. they call.

[Meno_]

Narcissist
[ˈnɑːsɪsɪst]

NOUN
narcissists (plural noun)
a person who has an excessive interest in or admiration of themselves.
"narcissists who think the world revolves around them" · "narcissists preening themselves in front of the mirror"


Narcissism
[ˈnɑːsɪsɪz(ə)m, nɑːˈsɪsɪz(ə)m]

NOUN
excessive interest in or admiration of oneself and one's physical appearance.
synonyms:
conceit · conceitedness · self-conceit · self-love · self-admiration · self-regard · self-absorption · self-obsession · self-centredness · egotism · egoism · egocentrism · [More]
psychology
selfishness, involving a sense of entitlement, a lack of empathy, and a need for admiration, as characterizing a personality type.
psychoanalysis
self-centredness arising from failure to distinguish the self from external objects, either in very young babies or as a feature of mental disorder.

..sounds good to me.

Lol. Those are the negative aspects of narcissism, but nobody speaks about the cool other side of the narcissistic coin. What gives?

I won't steal your boyfriend or girlfriend! I won't fight for all the attention in the room.. I'll be too busy looking at me! I won't gloat at you when you catch your boyfriend staring at me.. because, well.. it's not going to make my life any more meaningful!

I mentioned your situation with those in the know. It's been suggested that you should spend more time in St Lucia. If you are unable to make St Lucia, pop over to Barcelona. Let us know how you get on with that.

Lol again. Thanks for the suggestion.. it's under consideration.

I want to go places with mountains.. they seem quite spiritual.. The Alps, Tibet, Nepal.. they call.

Hi MagsJ


I agree with You, St. Lucia would not work form me , as well. Can't sleep almost 3 am here, just saw You pass by to say hello.


But then, again why not?

Maybe it's the same as with me, with going back to Hungary, thinking, change will do me good does not measure with how changed I have become. Most I knew there when young are no longer there.
They did not have to change, they simply added on.

They are overly sensitive as to who they are, while I I had been desensitized in some ways

I can't blame them, though. Even if I could.
But that is not in that sense that I meant , going back.
That is all, my narcissism w/o) let out of the bag.

[MagsJ]

I won't steal your boyfriend or girlfriend! I won't fight for all the attention in the room.. I'll be too busy looking at me! I won't gloat at you when you catch your boyfriend staring at me.. because, well.. it's not going to make my life any more meaningful!

I want to go places with mountains.. they seem quite spiritual.. The Alps, Tibet, Nepal.. they call.

Hi MagsJ


I agree with You, St. Lucia would not work form me , as well. Can't sleep almost 3 am here, just saw You pass by to say hello.


But then, again why not?

Oh no, I haven't discounted St Lucia.. I just love snowboarding in the Alps, and I've never been to Tibet or Nepal, and Nepal is neighbour to my other home.. India.

I'm left a bit traumatised every time I come back from St Lucia, as you've got to leave behind those you've bonded with.. which is hardest with the youngers, and they expect to see you again soon, but that doesn't always happen, and a goodbye hug becomes even the more meaningful.

Maybe it's the same as with me, with going back to Hungary, thinking, change will do me good does not measure with how changed I have become. Most I knew there when young are no longer there.
They did not have to change, they simply added on.

They are overly sensitive as to who they are, while I I had been desensitized in some ways

I can't blame them, though. Even if I could.
But that is not in that sense that I meant , going back.
That is all, my narcissism w/o) let out of the bag.

Why overly sensitive as to who they are? a historical causation?

We do have a few things in common, fellow narcissist.. spanning continents being one of them.

[Meno_]

I won't steal your boyfriend or girlfriend! I won't fight for all the attention in the room.. I'll be too busy looking at me! I won't gloat at you when you catch your boyfriend staring at me.. because, well.. it's not going to make my life any more meaningful!

I want to go places with mountains.. they seem quite spiritual.. The Alps, Tibet, Nepal.. they call.

Hi MagsJ


I agree with You, St. Lucia would not work form me , as well. Can't sleep almost 3 am here, just saw You pass by to say hello.


But then, again why not?

Oh no, I haven't discounted St Lucia.. I just love snowboarding in the Alps, and I've never been to Tibet or Nepal, and Nepal is neighbour to my other home.. India.

I'm left a bit traumatised every time I come back from St Lucia, as you've got to leave behind those you've bonded with.. which is hardest with the youngers, and they expect to see you again soon, but that doesn't always happen, and a goodbye hug becomes even the more meaningful.

Maybe it's the same as with me, with going back to Hungary, thinking, change will do me good does not measure with how changed I have become. Most I knew there when young are no longer there.
They did not have to change, they simply added on.

They are overly sensitive as to who they are, while I I had been desensitized in some ways

I can't blame them, though. Even if I could.
But that is not in that sense that I meant , going back.
That is all, my narcissism w/o) let out of the bag.

Why overly sensitive as to who they are? a historical causation?

We do have a few things in common, fellow narcissist.. spanning continents being one of them.[/quote]


Personally, sensitivity is caused by inordinate pretension of a past mindset, that is not in synch with present reality.




In fact , I have given up on becoming totally 'American' , nor of losing all stran ds which tie me to the old country.

1st generation immigrants have to go through this. Are You first generation,


At any rate, at times, change is unavoidable, and hyperbole serves only so far.

That's the best I can express it.

This is not a test.

[Meno_]

At any rate, to be perfectly honest MagsJ , we do share certain character traits, and acute impressionability is one of them, and it may be more proper a way to express it, then mere sensitivity, because it is more descriptive and less non specific.
I wish I could say more tonight , for this is rather a.lackluster sleepless night.as getting usual with me.
I am going on an improvement regimen, I am glad to confess to You, that consists of remembering how it was for me, earlier on in life, finding pleasures in simple things , and this is in congruence with what You had suggested.
In am mindful after all, of what previously has been said.
Good night, for here it is close to the requisite 3 am.

[MagsJ]

At any rate, to be perfectly honest MagsJ , we do share certain character traits, and acute impressionability is one of them, and it may be more proper a way to express it, then mere sensitivity, because it is more descriptive and less non specific.

That's more insight than I had on the matter of us (and our similarities), but a good one.. well sensed.

I am going on an improvement regimen, I am glad to confess to You, that consists of remembering how it was for me, earlier on in life, finding pleasures in simple things , and this is in congruence with what You had suggested.
In am mindful after all, of what previously has been said.
Good night, for here it is close to the requisite 3 am.

I don't remember suggesting such to you, but I'm glad I did.. returning to the source.. to as close to the original as one can get back to, as is possible?

It'll be a journey, but one to enjoy and make the most of, and there's nothing wrong with taking a few pit stops along the way.. I'm sure you'll be fine. ; )

[derleydoo]

Come in, come in. You are just in time. We were about to discuss Ho.
Ho?
Ho.
What is Ho, I hear you say.
Didn't say a word.
That was directed towards the reader.
I'll keep quiet.
For the best.
What is Ho, by the way?
It much depends where you are. If you are in a particular part of India, it's another name for Krishna.
So it's Krishna.
No, no, no. No one said that. In Islam, Ho is known as Allah. Or Yahweh, or God - depends what you've been labelled as.

What about Athiests? Lots of people don't believe in Krishna or God or Allah or...
Then they don't believe in Ho.
Ho?
Ho.

The views expressed in this thread are not the views of someone else.
Any similarity to anything that may have passed
Is not at all possible
This is all in the mind.

Should you continue beyond this point the author takes no responsibility

For any interactions you may experience as a result of your failure to realise it is all in the mind.

"Come here a moment, Love."

There is a serious point to this particular post.

Where are you going?

Through here.

You go through there, fella, and you are entering the unknown. Be sure to read the guidebook. Enjoy.

Brrrrrr

Exit.