The story of Violet

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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Sun Mar 28, 2021 2:45 am

The kid.

I can not delve into his sweetness, last time I saw him the one Sunday a month court mandated 1 hour that Sunday. I asked me to run with me, raising a half football field him 6 , hie heart beating
, told him we will not run as far next time.

Now, his dad has a hearing to determine that he cam be held for trial.

My heart aches, for I need to see him but the granddad is not returning textsm got to go back to court again sometime next week when receive some documents from the court.


Then will see they day, it could be months.

Going to Big Bear with my oldest son they want me to ski, but it's been decades and am not up for it. I will write , Adrienne an attorney says she can't get the results of the preliminary hearing , even if she is of council.

What if, what if, if he wins a plea to go out on bail, he may take the next plane out to Teheran, especially his dad runs a front business consisting of producing passport on a next day's application.


Oh God, what can the little kid be thinking of as he falls asleep, when previously he went to sleep after hearing a different fairy tale.


What hapoened? If he goes to trial, we may have to go into a witness protection program


Going to Big Bear will help me avoid some stress covering this heartache by continual gambling and drinking. But he hasn't skied since leaving Minnesota, where it was second nature.

Guardianship, primary or shared is also being weighed.

Oh God, if I could just see him, what relief that could be.

Violet is not aware of these travails, although hos I yearn for her presence nowadays.
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Re: The story of Violet

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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Sun Mar 28, 2021 6:00 am

Violetta

"Hallucinations. In my memory hole-ridden by time things come back to me. All disordered. Years have passed, wildly lived, wildly lost. Scorched. Consumed."
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Sun Mar 28, 2021 10:20 pm

12th night





Twelfth Night, Or What You Will, Violet
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Play Twelfth Night, Or What You Will
Author William Shakespeare
Role Violet
I left no ring with her: what means this lady?
Fortune forbid my outside have not charm’d her!
She made good view of me; indeed, so much,
That sure methought her eyes had lost her tongue,
For she did speak in starts distractedly.
She loves me, sure; the cunning of her passion
Invites me in this churlish messenger.
None of my lord’s ring! why, he sent her none.
I am the man: if it be so, as ’tis,
Poor lady, she were better love a dream.
Disguise, I see, thou art a wickedness,
Wherein the pregnant enemy does much.
How easy is it for the proper-false
In women’s waxen hearts to set their forms!
Alas, our frailty is the cause, not we!
For such as we are made of, such we be.
How will this fadge? my master loves her dearly;
And I, poor monster, fond as much on him;
And she, mistaken, seems to dote on me.
What will become of this? As I am man,
My state is desperate for my master’s love;
As I am woman,.now alas the day!.
What thriftless sighs shall poor Olivia breathe!
O time! thou must untangle this, not I;
It is too hard a knot for me to untie!"
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Tue Mar 30, 2021 4:37 pm

Violet in repose.

Maybe get some juices flowing up here in Big Bear, well will see.
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Re: The story of Violet - Big Bear

Postby Meno_ » Thu Apr 01, 2021 10:28 pm

Zoo: winter animals most impressive the Mountain Lion. Very unperturbed by the craning necks of visitors, non chakantly yawning at the so called civilizational discontent.

Now this about Laing.

Convolutions, bindings.

Small town atmosphere: he said she said and did you hear such and such my my can one imagine, tell it as it is.

What if he tells her what he said about her mother that she is a user, but using is honest, why not I'd be a fool not to

But don't you understand using is not always fearlessly choosing the calming type the one that transcends the cruelty of Nature into it's consoling gentle whispy breezy shadows of various shades of green?

Hades hides at nighttime when sexual rigidity can esoterically pretend that the dripping forgone can re-fuse into it's chacric elements?

Or does the mountain lion deep down has brought home this too mystery?

What use makes her a user other then the drip of necessary effervescence to which Europa opened her limbs to receive the swarms of bees?

Does transcendence of such closing circle as that through Brunhilda was eclipsed, stop the higher conscious that ar least lifts awareness of the shift toward iron's fumes.

That you don't have to maddeningly wait fid, the atomism of the ego to the vaporized essence of soul soup.

It is happening here and there" befire this after that, the nemesis of something into something else, for the tree gets tired of the buddhic pretense of many years of meditating bums, dharmic lackluster bums waiting, waiting in sheltering embrace of it's periodic timeless anchoring roots.


Now now don't wait just release the knotted veined mushroom head pulsating for release it's manic jetsome draining futile infinity into it's eternal embrace.
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Thu Apr 01, 2021 11:10 pm

Meno_ wrote:Violet in repose.

Maybe get some juices flowing up here in Big Bear, well will see.




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Re: The story of Violet - leaving Big Bear

Postby Meno_ » Sat Apr 03, 2021 8:55 pm

Knots, entanglements of colonial witchcraft






Just laugh and bear it but not all.





But its all good. Re read the sheltering sky.




Glad the throes of LSD afforded this last choice: Imprimatur! And that after invective NDE !
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Re: The story of Violet

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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Sun Apr 04, 2021 5:46 am

In other words Violet& Co was a strange brew, and so far kind of skewed, but hope along the way.

His constant worry about the kid unabated, sometimes blaming her, and all the sorrounding things, such as where is the kid now and who holds him and love him more. and why didn't Big Bear forage some medicinal mystical balms on their soul at a time like this?

The heart is a strange and relentless hunter and some Buddhist monk kind of lulled the pathos around the promise of aligning energies , emotion , thoughts to bring about focus to create a faithful desire.

So that his live for Violet could reduce the erotic plane toward that of real godly live of urgency.

This waiting for a climax about the knowledge of the whereabouts of the kid eclipses any conceivable earthly pleasure
.The heart cries inwards.
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Sun Apr 04, 2021 5:50 am

Always used to wonder about strange looking people mostly women pushing children carts with some age old dolls or teddy bears who seemed to emanate some terrible lostness, now they love back as they could , wetly from late night drunks so inconsolably terrible under a torn blouse heaving, . slight childhood sobs of past endearments almost forgotten.
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Mon Apr 05, 2021 9:36 pm

Went to court on guardianship for the kid. Was happy to file in pro per, saved a couple of grand doing the paperwork and the trip downtown with public transportation. Guess my law school played off in spite of them rejecting me on technicality

Now what? Appearances and more paper trail discovery. I hope next year I can laugh about it.

In park with My tree. He knows ne by now surely, been coming up here sauce my great adventure's inception into groovy Lost Angels.
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Mon Apr 05, 2021 9:37 pm

Drunk on bourbon but thats ok, im so high on making progress on seeing the kid.
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Re: The story of Violet - leaving Big Bear

Postby Meno_ » Wed Apr 07, 2021 7:13 am

Meno_ wrote:Knots, entanglements of colonial witchcraft






Just laugh and bear it but not all.





But its all good. Re read the sheltering sky.




Glad the throes of LSD afforded this last choice: Imprimatur! And that after invective NDE !




"Forgive them for they do not know what they are doing."


Jesus-was he a gnostic?
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Wed Apr 07, 2021 7:00 pm

Fears: retaliation for what? forsomething their son did?

Coming home yesterday saw two capped guys parked alongside their house and when I looked at them inside their late model luxury car


they sped away



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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Thu Apr 08, 2021 10:20 pm

Now the control simulating the brain wash techniques of southeast asia, and the kid's aunt taking café of the tyke, preparing a kind of judgement of Salomon type spiritual combat over possession of the kid.


Now, Salomon was a wise man, but saw no compromise but, that was in antiquity,


but in these modern days,



Cut Cut Cut control screams.




Something of antiquity needs to be brought back into the middle era of mystery and magick when they still believed in a smoky Grey area that signaled fire someplace.


That tenuous middle can cut down modern angst to the before mom, his mom who like him the kid he drew an invisible circular contract with, analogous thinly with the deal he made on route to Denver to meet beat poets to make an impression.

Why?

Why the burning need to write when everything , idea an nuance, plot and character has been deconstructed several times over?


Maybe to mine the depths of Salomon where what you could hope to find was entirely based on what was seen.
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Thu Apr 08, 2021 11:39 pm

But just like a pure dialectical synthesis failed during the 20th. century wars, and a Trumpian recurrance is yet on hold, a compromise mag yield merely to compromising situations, having only premordially developed underpinnings.
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Tue May 04, 2021 6:03 pm

The Judgement of Solomon
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Wed May 05, 2021 2:43 am

Meno_ wrote:The Judgement of Solomon



My astrological sign falls between Virgo and Airies/Taurus: me being Leo. Now , understand Violet . and further self indulge.



Not.


Polanyi et Al.









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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Fri May 07, 2021 4:47 pm

And now me my Sage , smudge sage to overcome the familial scent as dogs do , keen. to accent that which can not be seen for darkness covers platitudes, and the dog can smell for miles and miles and miles where the blinded sage can not fathom to venture to open his atrophied eyes..

So many much sages
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Re: The story of Violet

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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Thu May 13, 2021 10:27 pm

Contra Jorden Peterson re: Christianity.

He brings up the fact that thousands of children die each day for various reasons , as proof for the nom Existance of God.

How trite and ridiculous, as if the human body as material substance had anything essential to do with the energy inherent in love.

Why did God brought forth existence in the form of appearent thoughtlessly cruel thoughtless action?

Merely to alleviate Hos loneliness?

Is there any reason to bring forth a thoughtless existence when that reason will become non consequential within the annals of eternity, only to be called back into the very origin of all things?

The answer glares out a necessity of the proposition, that Existance hides it's origin necessarily, for a non Existance is inconceivable without a conflated non existing eternity, therefore raising such a possibility. to a vacuous
anathema.

God as a reverse anthmorphic construction from an absolutely simulated energy source, was constrained by coincidental patterns of eternal mind, yo ceaslesly operate in an non negeatable conscious realization.

Daily miracles attest to it.
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Tue May 18, 2021 7:35 am

And then Violet thought to herself clutching the kolachnikov to her bosom, I knew it and suspected it as such, but I still do love him, , all of them for deceptions by necesity after all, who am I fooling, at least all through my life I got by by being tolerated.

That's all right , as she looked forward to more upcoming dress downs, ......


As if I didn't suspect. Just hope can sleep.
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Re: The story of Violet

Postby Meno_ » Tue May 18, 2021 2:42 pm

She slept well, though phenomenally thought like a dog and decided not worth thinking about. Another day .

Today the preoccupation is the kid
Going to court for him.See how that turns out.

Later, kid.

Here is Iooking at You.
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Re: The story of Violet - Primary colors

Postby Meno_ » Tue May 18, 2021 9:38 pm

When everything is reducible to certainty, except thought it'self, what such certainty bodes in a phenomenal world, where all things can still be considered?

Individual thoughts distill and disassociate at random, and 2nd tier rational becomes a primary objective focus .

To the rescue is new objects of veneration, the expanded multiform of simulated intelligence.

Is such necessity replace the old logic of black and white with the faded intensity that color brings to light?

What happens then to the fascination with the shades of Grey which can evaluate color , by saturation and the mystery of transposition?

Grey can always be re-interpreted into the breakup of the spectrum between black and white, as between light and darkness, but getting back is like putting Pandora back in the box.

So, does the big bad wolf fear 'little' red riding hood, and not the other way around.?

Tiny Alice becomes feared, through such transposition.
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