by The Eternal Warrior » Mon Nov 07, 2016 8:08 pm
Not good grist. You say you'd be happy to discuss, but already turned that down when I offered you the chance to. You saying so here and now is just to make yourself look better without any real intention to have discussion. Complete bullshit sentiment.
Iambiguous' suggestion is more aimed towards seeing a senseless argument in verbal brawling fashion than anything resembling a debate. I'm not interested in gladiatorial combat. I'm tired of so nany things turning my attempts at conversation and communication into that. Not tired enough to be done fighting things that should be fought, but thoroughly sick and tired of the depravity of so many.
But the sheer fact of the moment is that Carleas has not spent one day earning a single victory in this colosseum and would rather discuss than fight and is of the same mind I am in that at least, to have the sense enough to know that since he has not the experience of a veteran fighter, that all of his reason in such a conversation between us here would cause him to directly face too many things that would turn it into another brawl whether he had better reason at the start or not and would have him lose in too many ways.
And, he has rather largely assumed that I meant to fight him since the term debate has been long believed to be about arguing and fighting. It has long since pushed actual discussion out of the scene to be about those things.
And, since carleas has not spent one day in the colosseum and if he has under another name, he has not done so for right reason and lacks the experience of fighting with right reason, which would be the guise he would prefer Carleas to have, he would be at a complete loss to even claim to be able to relate.
And, any person that would make the claim, even if not directly making it, of owning better reason or rationality than another while refusing to prove it in the context of a situation such as this as being called to prove his worth by someone who has had to fight for everything, would already have lost. They would already be showing the fallibility of their own reasoning for being caught in a lie that isn't a direct lie because they lack the courage of even that and shows even further their inability to rule or even earn and command respect. And such an owner of such a place designed for philosophy who can not be respected is not doing right by it when he would sit back and let another clean up the messes in his property, in his house and think to any length that it would still be his property, his house, just because he paid to keep it running. That, at any point that he assumed he could keep his mouth shut and let someone else do his work only to reenter at any time and have anyone respect his philosophies or rationalities or refusals to perform, that he assumed far too much since he would have failed to account for the reasoning that states that he must fight to earn respect.
Keep your administrator status. Keep running this message board. Keep keeping your mouth shut and fuming inwardly and playing your games of sleight of hand, deception and manipulation to frivolous ends. Just don't forget the real power that walked through.
I have proved every claim I've made, proved every theory I've ever posited and have won every argument and fight through the sheer determination to not be dragged down too far and to continue pushing forth what I would rather see of the progression of ideas and concepts against the stranglehold of belligerence, hate and irrationality.
To enter any contest with me at all would be to enter into a losing battle. To not enter at all is to lose. I win even while I lose and win even while I win and win even when I turn down challenges and win even while refusing to adapt or learn and while so many have tried to imitate or duplicate my successes throughout time and space, have only managed to create pale mockeries, caused themselves to be doomed and fated to massive failures.
And the fact of that still not causing me to have any failure or loss due to so many things in so many ways, is still a victory of mine. I don't even have to convince myself that I win, because I still don't enjoy the victory, it leaves a sour taste to an extent and is still a greater victory than anyone or anything else in eternity will ever know. And, I get to wear it. I deserved it, earned it, have the glory I never chased that is just empty glory for the tragedies and the suffering and the pain.
And, even you, Carleas, wanted the glory that is mine without having to earn it. Even you failed the test.
(Reality isn't so kind. Everything doesn't work out the way you want it to. That's why...) As long as you don’t get your hopes up, you can take anything... You feel less pain.
(Right and wrong are not what separate us and our enemies. It's our different standpoints, our perspectives that separate us. Both sides blame one another. There's no good or bad side. Just two sides holding different views.)
What do you think? To tell you the truth... I worry too much about what others think of me. I hate that side of me... That's why I didn't want anyone to get to know me. I wanted to hide that side of myself. I hate it.