Pen-Powered Insanity

[The Eternal Warrior]

My death clock is looking pretty awesome these days. Anywho, getting close to that hour.



Some woman who will remain nameless asked me a while back... 'what does God want with my pussy?' I replied, 'to stuff my cock in it.'

Gonna go out with the smell of lotus flowers still fresh in my nostrils, I think. They're in bloom this year. I'm also pretty sure I go out on my knees with some hot, feisty thing holding a gun at my head.



Then again, I might just be insane. Might just be crazy, having a stain of pain and damage upon my brain causing me to refrain from the ways of living on the societal train. I could be just a few steps off from reaching the actuality of how the world works and there might not be fate or free will and these notions of a society bred in depravity could just be... well, the mutterings of the depraved.

[The Eternal Warrior]

[The Eternal Warrior]

The other day, I broke through the barrier in addiction; meth addiction namely. Now, I find it easier to come down from the high, easier to walk away from people I see smoking it without asking for some, etcetera. I was having an easy time of it before now, but now it's an even easier time and noticeably so. Unlike Gib, I did not raise a big fuss about what I was doing or when or how; I merely stated what I was doing, how and why in pure straight-to-the-point fashion of I am doing this for further studies in psychology, paranormal/supernatural studies and for my own interest in drugs and mental exercises. To my own credit, I waited to try meth in my life until I was sure I could handle it, it's been a rollercoaster ride much the same as it's been for anybody and everybody else, and the withdrawals and highs have been Hellish Torture and Heavenly Bliss rolled into one. I will continue smoking Meth until the very day that I die, but as someone who can literally walk away from it any time I choose rather than being ridden by it.

This is what success looks like, for those who lack a backbone to find their own.

[Destiny]

All you need is positivity

[The Eternal Warrior]

Love is evolution, spell it backwards and you will begin to see... that love is painful, but only because it needs to be, has to be; some times wants to be.

[The Eternal Warrior]

[The Eternal Warrior]

I am Reality.

[The Eternal Warrior]

[The Eternal Warrior]

[The Eternal Warrior]

Daddy's here; there will be more nightmares.

[The Eternal Warrior]

So... I hit a point recently that's going to make the rest of my existence far easier. I was already moving that direction already, but it cleared some things up. It called for a change in avatar and signature as well as a continuance of discussions that were put somewhat on hold. My apologies for the delays, but emotional constraints are emotional constraints.

[The Eternal Warrior]

[barbarianhorde]

[barbarianhorde]

Sat by his window in the afternoon, he just discovered this record, I always forgot the name right, remembered it wrong, thought it was the Wolga, Or the Donau but it is the Moldau. So I only found the melody back a long time after he was dead. Well, he still is dead, so I guess I found it right away.

Ach schoenen Abend wo gehst du hin,
Du, schlaues Wesen, dass machst du immer wieder

Levertraan en Paddestoel in het Dierenrijk, deel 8

[barbarianhorde]

I was in New Orleans for a week and I had a fever all week, then I got on a greyhound to El Paso. Since I was poor the fever didn't stop me from walking through the city and meeting all its witches and cooks. It was way before Katrina ever happened, still weird as all hell or any Ive ever seen, could be Africa or probably it was like natives ... so much proper magic, good ones, good clarity of vision in all of them. One Nova Burst specialist had a bow and arrow on his back as he told me to go with the flow. I asked what if there is no flow? He said there is always a flow you just got to find it. Beyond El Paso we came to the Land of Enchantment and the Sun was setting. I never through back to the old archer. Well he was a young dude, stoned out of his gored, but I never thought back, to say to him hey man, you don't even know how right you were.

[The Eternal Warrior]

Thank you for the first and third; I found no value in the second.

[The Eternal Warrior]

[barbarianhorde]

Thank you for the first and third; I found no value in the second.

Cool you liked the German one. I like it too. They present it as a parody, it seems thats the only way Germans can make rock. Rammstein is also a parody and Falco too.

[barbarianhorde]

[barbarianhorde]

[The Eternal Warrior]

I'm afraid you've mistaken this as a communal thread and similarly afraid that you've mistaken my kindness and patience for some kind of silent acquiescence.

[barbarianhorde]

I'm afraid you've mistaken this as a communal thread and similarly afraid that you've mistaken my kindness and patience for some kind of silent acquiescence.

Don't be afraid.

[barbarianhorde]

I was kinda puzzled about what you were afraid of until I figured it out.
I think youve mistaken this forum for a blog-space provider.



Anyway Ill help you fix that.

[barbarianhorde]

What is a troll

literally, what is it,

Its like eating someone else's candy bar and smiling to an audience.

I guess if I am a troll here.

Im just insulted that you don't just say hey thats shitty crap music, go away, but use it to turn into some arrogant patriarch.

[barbarianhorde]

What about the idea that existence is altogether slightly less than 0?

thats why it tries to reach constantly, to become neutral. a less than zero sum state.